Sunday night

 I decided to make a new blogging experience tonight by getting out of my bed and sitting in a foodcourt near my house, enjoying fried oyster, my favourite local dish at 11 pm. Blogging definitely makes me feel relaxed and calm even though I'm just in my own world and noone reads my blog. Why do not so many blog nowadays? I have this blog, I also sometimes write my diary and the frequency probably matches that of blogging. I have an instagram with 500 + photos but I don't follow anyone and noone follows me. Only facebook is public but i have to admit that i hate Facebook  sometimes. The only reason why I still keep Fb is to keep contacts with my friends. I seldom used Fb when I was with M. Time passes but I still feel guilty to him. No matter how much I think I'm honest to him, I hurt him. In this fast pace life, it's difficult to find someone who truly cares and treasures me for who I am. Thank you for being with me even for a short time. 

My close girlfriends are leaving Singapore one by one. I feel happy for them to move on the next chapter of their lives but I keep asking myself when is my turn? Next month will be my 11th year in this small island.